Hi... i am kelvin... who are u??? ehhh i dunno leh... how ah... nvm i shall guide u through my life... errr... Ok!!

well... wad basically happened today was nice and what shld happen everyday... no no no i din fall in love or anything.. nvr did nvr wld at this point of time... i just simply had a nice slp.. lunch and went out to bowl with me cous.. jc de.. haha.. fun though not the desired kinda scores..wasnt even gd in fact.. getting like 9-0 9-0 cant seem to hit e last pin down.. sad eh haha neh.. just a game.. kinda like throwing money to hit white pins... or to throw it into the drain literally... haha... hmm.. yea cine had nth much in it and it was soo pack esp on a monday... its suprising man.. maybe its because the sec 4's just finished their chi o's... hah time to party for them eh.. at least for 1 sub only.. though the mountain for them to climb is still higher than ever.. at least higher than me... for which i need to climb and pass my finals this year no matter wad and get a score gd enuff to get to sec 4 and continue with my 8 subs yea... budden as usual.. when u think ahead... u know tt it is awfully impt though u dun wanna think tt in 1 yr time u gonna take the 0's and in less than a year mr biweekly will come and haunt ya... is depressing to think of tt budden its worth thinking how much lil time u have...

hmm ok... why is my mind so filled up with exams studying and stuff maybe its not tt i am concern its just more of the fear... the downright and upright fear tt it is SOOO possible to fail.. cant be bothered to tok abt tt la.. it does make me feel.. i am a failure since i failed and i cant changed tt.. though i can change wad i did wrong and do right next time.. failure is the mother of all successess so this failure shall teach me a valuable lesson..

ok now the world is like changing in every other way.. lifes are lost... born... hmm seemingly japan is quite jia laat lor... haha like more guys than gals.. china esp.. then they just creep and creep and slowly creep to SEA to look for gals.. or worse if the gals look for guys.. wa then guys more jia lat.. canot find and hook ups.. haha so yea.. budden it seems tt the earth's pop is enuff lor.. totally.. guys dun really need any girls and otherwise too.. hmm so haha we teens shldnt worry abt marriage and love or even looks tt matters to most.. i mean its like.. who the hell cares.. too many.. ppl... hmm contradicting man.. drifting away from the topic.. aiya just putting down crap la.. so guys and gals reading.. ignore wad i said.. though think much of it...

totally funnilicious haha... shall stop here since my mind is blank.. will have other better time to blog yea.. kinda waste of time but will have la.. hha
sEeEYa DuDey bLoGgY!!!MuAkieS!! haha!!~!!

Updated@5/31/2004 06:31:00 PM

ohhhhhh.......And Solitaire's the only game in town,
and every road that takes him down.
And by himself, it's easy to pretend,
he'll never love again.

SolItaire is such a nice song refined by clay r3c3nt1y, its nice its an oldie worth listening.

Ok slackin ah.. haha tidied up my room though nowadays life just seem to pass by yea.. u do wad u shld and expect the unexpected... hopefully the first week of band wld be gd and everything goes well, nt getting screwed in any way, hope the songs we play will be enchating to the ears but also fit to our skills which isnt really the best... i really need to plan wad i gotta do next week cause i only got 4 weeks to spare and everyweek is so impt while the following weeks wld be even more crucial in sch..

in the meantime i shall enjoy wad i shld and forget of all the troubles tt have gone by... eg my poor exams... pity myself man... how can how can.. it can happen and yes it did...enuff of tt shit.. yest nite actually went to wy's hs at like 10+ some more.. we cycled for a while la.. his quite a lagger but i can understand.. hope the bike helps him in any way... no sweat man... biking is fun and its more fun doing it with frens.. then stayed up till 2... wasted time playing gb and all... slpt on the floor man its hard and wonder how those ppl in the olden days can tahan without the priveledge of the modern BED...yea.. ok man shall end here tml or day after or whenever i will seee my mood la haha

SeeYa DudE BloGgy sOccEr RocKs

Updated@5/30/2004 12:36:00 PM

wa again i haven blogged for almost a week been sad busy mad... however u discribe wad happened to me la.. esp my results.. now i have realised tt it is essential to have gd results as bad ones do rot and get worse so i must not let it decompose..aiyar wadeva la...just need to be careful and be bothered nowadays yea...

this hols will be nice as i shld enjoy it and not get my mind too slacked out be4 the opening of the second half of the show this year ^^.. the more impt half... events awaiting, those of rennaisance,Ap maybe OBS, FYE especially, and major bandcamp yea... shld finish this year well and shld hope for the best now... think positive man think positive

wad is built up can be broken down but yet it can be renovated or re-enforced to be stronger even though it has its stumble... tt's exactly wad i wld do... also in exams sometimes if u think too much it wldnt help at all... u just need to calm down and sometimes dun even think at all as somehow ur braincells will just click and find the ans tt esp helps in humanes when its all facts... ok man shall stop toking useful shit..

seeya again will be back soon yea haa~!! i promise~~!!!

Updated@5/29/2004 12:32:00 PM

ComE On MaN SoRrY to e ppl who frequent my blog a lil more than the others... this 1 mth or so had exams... even though i did come online often, i din bother or just lazy to update this lil blog of mine... anyway wow.. exams came... then passed... papers were said to be reasonable and i thought so too... budden because i really just din study hard enuff or just din want to.. think its both la yea... shit man lucky its mid yr.. and exam is like a bus.. i missed a gd one... then i can take another one.. waiting for the next one which is the FYE la yea... this time WILL work hard cause for the 1st time in 15 yrs i can safely say tt i dun really see tt i am hardworking at all this time rd...i was the other 14 yrs.. esp in sec 1 where life was easy and good.. maybe now as older UPPER sec's, we need to drill in more hardwork and not take outor not even put in and throw away and slack...vad to do... life is like tt... it seems tt as it progresess it gets tougher.. more stressful... still there is always time to ENJOY.. just tt see who enjoys life with u la.. other than ur family of course...so i am just too wait for the exams results on monday and reflect on it.. though i know i will do damn badly... tMd!!!

OK haha so far only enjoyed yest after my exams yea... went to watch movie at cine lor.. as usual.. either there or PS de... TROY ROX totally.. one of e best this year i guess.. other than harry potter and LOTR which are my faves... budden its nice la depicting myths abt ancient greece and achilles.. haiz..at nite cldnt tahan till abt 1230 than slpt le.. cause was sooo tired nites be4 only slpt like 4 hrs and din have nap haiyo..budden a person always feels slpy in the afternoon maybe because of the weather in SG yea.. equatorial...

ok wad else i missed band soo much soo soo much esp soccer.. brings ppl togethter yea..whther hate or joy.. i just love soccer.. budden band itself rules too now think we all gona prepare for our upcoming concert in JULY le.. rennaisance.. spell correctly not... ^^ hah anyways.. be4 e exams .. we cldnt really play wad we suppose to play lor whether is it for next years syf or the renn.. budden we just cldnt.. the sound and rythm we cant even follow.. wad's gotten into our band man.. budden its ok la yea..although we ARENT the best in our own hearts we will ALWAYS be the BEST haha... hopefully we play nicer song and play it well yea... haha err wad else.. maybe our band shld visit AWE often too la.. to be AWED by their music .. not only tht play their music too ... haha budden my batch like no one wanna go... so when we take over next year yea looks like NO one will go la... i always seem to be the only one with paul or ben toh or wy going which is less than 10... loL... doesnt matter la... haiyo...

shall end here ba.. here's quite a nice poem abt love adopted from ian earnest chai's blog:
dwellin deep within my being
is a kind of desire to know a nice girl,
quenched is this thirst for such a love,
only when a match appears.
rejection, lust, and greed,
riddle this love with thorns and brambles.
hurt and suffering you will always bear,
affection and fulfillment you will always savour.
cut you not save you,
sometimes it does.
cut you and save you,
everytime it does.

SeEyA I WiLL UpDaTe MoRe OFtEn!

Updated@5/19/2004 02:30:00 PM