Another point in Life

Yesterday (the past) is History, Tomorrow (the future) is a Mystery and Today is a Gift (the Present)... i shall treasure today and make full good use of it.. and i will remind myself that everyday, today is a present today is a present, treasure and use it wisely, for it will be gone in less than a few hours... argh ... feel kinda guilty at times that i wasted so much time... so i will need something like this to remind me...

Alright now, the personality test thing i done below is pretty true about me. Who am i, what i usually do with relationships with others, how i handle situations and activities, what sort of person am i basically. Simple paragraph tells you a lot already. Well, that's Kelvin for you! Hope you get to know and appreciate me better as i already appreciate myself and my nature.

Looks like there's nth much going on these few days, School has very much ended for this semester because all that is left is 2 weeks to study which leads to a short 4 days of exams and then poof! CNY followed by 8 weeks of holidays (or free time to do what u love to do). Talking about preparation, this time i dunno y but i feel as relaxed as ever... that may be a symptom of over confidence, i hope not. At the same time, i also feel a little panicky because 2 weeks is actually a very short time. Then again, the modules can be cleared within a few days, so i shldnt really panic too much. Besides, i was consistent, so the knowledge is there, revision is just a reinforcement for the knowledge and content, ok except for OB and CIP.. CIP is totally uninteresting to me... To conclude, preparation will not be too tough for me, but of course i will still need a strategy to get AD's and win. I failed to get 4.0 the last time, this time it seems much more probable as it was always possible! Going for Gold! No problem at all!

Hrmm... so what have i been doing the past week, let's see... thinking a lot... about love... dunno y... maybe it's physiological cum psychological... at this point in time of my teenage years, i guess it's a normal thing that it is happening. Family love, i have loads, Friendly love, also as much. Guess it's time for a different kind of love, higher level needs i guess. Friendship, Companionship, Relationship, all the ships into 1. Yea, i feel that i am missing that... Why i ask myself, then i figured, i am in poly now, exposed to the opposite sex, getting to know them better, and somehow, there is this connection that occurs, a burning desire to know them better... more and more.. i guess it is natural? i dunno... nvr really felt this way before, cause nvr been exposed to such an experience before? Then poof! girls come in and you think of them everyday... proves that i am straight at least... but emotions change... feelings develop and what next i ask myself... what next.. what to do, who to ask.. what to ask... how to ask... It's another learning journey and experience i guess, to cope with this sorta feelings... dilemma dilemma...
Thankfully, all the girls i know ever since i entered poly are nice people, non of them are real bitches. Btw, i aint desperate.. in fact, i thought i promised myself nvr to get a gf until after my studies, i thought they were a WOT and WOM, still think they kinda are but... that was head over heart.. now i have to reconsider... cause i am getting to have my heart over my head at times ... argh ... ugh ... feelings swell up for one reason or another ... haha this sorta attraction is hard to ignore... So when will i have that special someone? More importantly, WHO will be that special someone who i so truly want to be my real best friend, companion and lover to spend my time and part of my life with... haha and HOW am i to deal with it.. another learning process.. of a different sort... only time will tell, i will let nature take its course and we'll see what happens in the future... currently, i am dumbfounded and confused with my own feelings... But i know the line between Love and Infatuation... it is quite a thick line.. have to cut it properly and know whether it is true LOVE... whoever will be my love will have a undeniably good time because i am the sort who will really go all out to give my love and tt is what love is all about isnt it... through thick and thin, trials and tribulations, weather all storms and treasure all moments.. true true commitment.. tt's learning as well! nth is perfect after all, so Kelvin will not expect perfection, but i expect trueness and truth and trust. =) Everyday, listen to love songs, everyday feel love all ard (sch got so many couples, my father has his own companion -_-"")... somehow influenced by that also..haiz... dunno what else to type.. shall end it off here, Priority for now is Exams!

To love and be loved!

Cheers,
Kelvin

Updated@1/28/2007 05:35:00 PM

here's smthng interesting about myself.

Your Personality Style Description:
Kelvin values close, personal relationships, and he will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of his own needs. He is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Kelvin will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in his lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.Kelvin is an optimistic individual. He is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. He tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to his charm. Kelvin is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to him because they find him inspirational.Kelvin will usually test ideas against proven standards in an effort to be inventive; and can be very creative as he identifies new solutions to problems. He is an original and creative thinker, but acts in a rational way to make sure desired results are achieved in an orderly manner; although he is not afraid to "break the mold" if that appears to be the key to a solution.Because he cares about how others feel, Kelvin may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. He typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see Kelvin as agreeable and humble.

Updated@1/26/2007 06:29:00 PM

Hey... i am here.. waiting... waiting... waiting... thinking... of what to blog... about... KohKoh time!

Anyhow, I and Kohkoh here shall talk about what went on for the past 3 weeks. You see, there was really a lot going on... in school that is.. i am a busy body, really busy.. but got through it.. from Ocom Table topics to Ocom Tests, then to the second common tests and final projects for CATS , CIP and OB... all DONE! i am so happy, i wasnt complaining because i am really very fortunate to have sucha great team working with me.. 3 different teams for those projects but we managed to produce good work... so i Thank all of them Once we had finished the Project and Now i Thank them again.

Woot, many things done, many things left undone and many things that i will do in the near future, next week yea?First priority is revision for the exam, i need to sit down, pick up a pen, some paper, my notes and REVISE. some parts still unsure of so need to buck up. but hey at least i get most parts. I can say i can really score well this term, more confident than last term. This Rocks, better not be too complacent though.. keep my cool, revise well and SCORE to WIN. Really wanna beat my girls in my courses, cannot see them get the top few places all the time. Though their the majority, i want the guys to win, the minority. not sexist or anything, just dun feel like getting thrashed by the other gender in studies, haha too used to having guys beat me, not used to having girls beat me.. so yea.. y not beat them instead.. haha not physically i mean.. So yea, i make sure i get AD AD AD AD AD AD AD all the way and win for my academics! We shall see what happens...

Other things that i wanna update about will be about my CCAs. First and foremost, i will like to comment and compliment on the job Extremely well done by the organising committee (subcoms) for the F^3 (food,fun,friends) event. Especially Nel the Coordinator, stressful times she had, all settled well enough though! Excellent job for ur maiden role as a Leader and Coordinator of the event, not easy even though i am just helping u out yea, Kel is here dun need to fear! I was under logistics along with Kenny, nth much, just made sure food got ordered and got there in time. I felt that i had some miscommunication with Kenny though, just a hiccup but it was alright, nth serious.. everything still went on fine. Josh had a slack role of Treasurer, during meetings his main goal was to do smthng, ended up playing Pikachu Beach volleyball and winning 15-0. Play with him a number of times after meetings and haiz.. his skill still up there, mine still levels below, most of the time end up losing, at least i won once or twice! when u were not concentrating i believe. Jackson and Kenny only attended 1 meeting each, so CK had to take over JAckson's job as a secretary in the 2nd meeting, typing a lot during then. Tricia Ck and Jess were programme coordinators where i saw Tricia doing the most work lol CK really knows how to delegate. Jess.. i got nth much to say.. turn up for meeting contribute minimal.. din turn up for event. Ok. think i covered everyone. During the event, everything went quite fine.. then it rained, BBQ outdoors became BBQ indoors, we improvised quite and YES we still COULD BBQ.. wet weather programme for the food part did not worry cause we managed to finish the food! The only part of programme was left out were the GAMES, non were played, we had talking cock session. Quite disappointed with the turn out rate, only 17 outta the targeted 30. Recruitment people din even come for meetings or the event itself.. we really shld be having committee members who are committed to come for meetings at least. It's responsibility, you agreed, you deliver, meetings at least come, show your faces, we are nice people, we want to get to know you, why shy away or become too busy, other commitments i guess... haiz.. thinking about it, quite true that leo club din have a good start up or introduction to the juniors about what leo club really was when we joined it. I was not very attracted to being committed to it because of the events but rather to the company and people who hang out most of the time in the leo club house or meet outside. IT IS THE PEOPLE who become CLOSE FRIENDS...That is why something needs to start and be done about it. we need to make those who are coming into leo club feel that they belong and become friends, not just "hi, i am here to do community work, bye, we're done, go home now". Its more like lets do our best for the underprivileged, hang out together when we have the time to and have even more fun!.... okok rambling already, dunno what else to talk about.. sians..

i seriously got no inspiration to blog, somethings blocking my mind... i am quite sick.. =(

haha BUT I AM ALRIGHT!

Cheers,
Kelvin!

Updated@1/23/2007 10:31:00 PM

Leo Clubbers

TB27

Above are the pictures of my buddies in school. din post it up last year cause i was lazy to. since i have some time today, i did post it up! All look like great people of today and tomorrow right, certainly hope so!

New year resolutions are in placed, 1 week of the new year already gone.. now just 51 weeks left... how fast time pasts. First week of school went as well as i expected, no trouble with anything or anyone. I really feel like i am still slacking, procrastinating. Have to turn off the computer and work on homework, paperwork. Get more Organised, get my knowledge organised as well. My group projects seemed to have progressed a lot because I am a believer of getting things done early and my groupmates cldnt agree more =) i am the leader afterall. Was expecting to win a few battles on the common test battleground and the results came back for 3 modules. Expected --> Gotten. Micro, CIP and Cats all got Above A grade currently. This does not mean i can hold back my study horses. Still got a lot to understand and remember everything that is thought and gonna be thought in the next few weeks, we are preparing to fight the final battle after all, FYE. 5 more weeks left. All the way i am gonna go! AD AD AD AD AD AD for all 6 modules!!! RARRRR!!! Am kinda helped by josh's : "aiya, i dropped to many points". haha full marks is not easy to get but possible and made even more probable if u study hard enough! Go Kelvin! Go Everyone in class and school! Ok, Motivated enough to start after this post!

I realized also that project meetings are quite ineffective because it is just another time when we gather and discuss progress and what to do next for the next part of the project. Check--> see what can be improved--> go and improve it--> what's next. Hrmm i dunno man. Gotta think of ways to make things work more effectively, esp improving on the project itself. garr.. Thanks to all my Groupmates though, at least you people are very cooperative, reliable, responsible, Enthusiastic, competent etc etc. All the way guys, help each other to succeed, tapping on each other's Strengths and learn through our weaknesses!

Yest had a Family Business Conference in NP. Thanks to those who organised it, nice FYP which benefited so many people =). It seemed like a very big thing man. Minister of state for Trade and Industry came down. Businessmen and Woman from Eu Yan Sang, Jack's Place, Some apparel stall (sorry can't rmb the name of it), Qian Hu (Kenny Yap!), and Ya Kun Toasts. Talked about issues pertaining to Family Businesses, sustaining it, ups and downs. It was worth the time man.

Ok dunno what else to blog about, just know that i am learning something new everyday, so many things to get done though. better get them done now.

See Ya and Thanks for reading,
Kelvin!

Updated@1/07/2007 10:46:00 AM